11/24/2005
All week I've been posting bits of my history, things that have changed me, things I am thankful for. Today as I sit here typing it's hard to be thankful because I'm actually working. Part of me is bitter. I've educated myself, worked extremely hard to excel at my career, yet here I sit on Thanksgiving Day while the rest of my friends and family get ready to celebrate and give thanks for the things in their life. I must dig deep within myself to overcome this anger - because being angry is the easy way out. So in an effort to remind myself that I am very lucky and there are many things in my life to be thankful for - here's my list:
I'm thankful for my sweet baby girl. She's the light that leads me through the darkness.
I'm thankful for my sig other, he loves me even though I'm a pain in the ass.
I'm thankful for my family, they love me without limits, without expectation, without consequence.
I'm thankful for my friends, they have helped me endure the heartache, the broken wings, life.
I'm thankful for my blog readers, they read my words, listen to my pain, help me realize that I do have something to say - worth listening to.
I'm thankful I have a job so that I can provide for my family.
I'm thankful I have been able to overcome the many obstacles in my life and come out the other side a better person.
Happy HNT and Thanksgiving everyone. Eat and be merry.
I See You,
JJ
Your post is very thought provoking NWC. I really appreciate you sharing it. I feel the same way about my baby boy.
~R
I hope you got a break long enough to enjoy your family and good eats!!!!
You wrote a very interesting post previously about moving to Chicago and the love interest you previously had. Did you ever do a post about your current significant other??
I'd be interested how you met him, fell in love with him, how it all came about. Is there a post you can direct me to or is that possibly another post???
I can gripe with the best of them but the older I get the more I season rough times with thankfulness. Seems sort of weird just typing that word...like it's antiquated or something. Hope your holiday was ok anyway.
It's amazing to enjoy the light a child brings to any situation.