It’s time
4 months ago
4/25/2006
Sometimes just when you think you couldn't be surprised by life anymore, life slaps you in the face and says, "guess what - we're not done here yet." I have a secret. Part of me thinks I shouldn't say, sometimes secrets need to be kept - at least for awhile. But inside my stomach is turning round and round with tiny butterflies and each time I open my mouth it feels as if that secret is going to pop right out. I've never been good at keeping my mouth shut and this apparently is going to be one of those moments. Do you think secrets are good? Sometimes I'd have to agree that a secret should be kept if it's going to cause someone pain but then again, doesn't it always hurt worse when the secret comes out...because they always do don't they? I suppose there are people in this world that just don't want to know, they like to be the 'uninformed' because denial is so much easier than acceptance - at least in the beginning. I'm getting side tracked. This secret of mine is not a bad one, at least I don't think it is. So I'm going to tell you but you have to promise not to tell anyone ok? Are you ready? Ok, here it goes - I'm pregnant. Yowza, the mere word makes me giggle. It's still early but baby is in there as real as you or me. You want to know the most amazing thing...I wasn't even trying but then again I wasn't not trying either but they say when you are my age it's much harder for a woman to get pregnant so I didn't really think it would happen. Sometimes surprises are the stuff that makes life worth while. I have this litte girl named Alice to prove it. So, it's new and exciting and scary because I'm old - sort of. But one thing is going to be very different this time around, I have no fear that my sig. other knows he can be a father and a really good one too. You know I didn't realize when I was saying those prayers every night for God to make my family whole...that there was actually one tiny piece still waiting to be part of our puzzle. Then again...there's a lot I don't know but I'm learning - one day at a time.
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Wonderful news, NWC.
Maybe someday I will have a secret of my own :)
I've missed coming here everyday and reading your posts. Hard to find a computer over my lunchtime that isn't taken up with testing or classroom work! But I'm glad I was able to steal away today and discover your good news. Congratulations!!!
congrats and sending a big HUG!!! YAY
now I want to tell people but I wont... : )
We'll be here to share the journey!!
Thanks to everyone...I'm really excited.
((big hugs))hehehehehehehehehehehe
babies rule! Congrats Net!
I am thrilled for you and I have to wonder if this baby is a result from that "date night"awhile ago.
Holy, all the sudden I feel I
know way too much about you private life.LOL..hehehehheeh
What do you think Alice will have to say about this ? You will HAVE
to share that one!!!
Thanks for sharing :)
Congratulations ! This is wonderful news. Absolutely wonderful !
So I'll be excited how and when you tell your baby girl she's gonna have a sissy or a brother. How fun!
I am so happy for you!
Much congrats, and all my best!
pardon the pun, but, er.... keep us posted!!!
:)
I love hearing the excitement in your writing, the childlike happiness and stream of conscious writing! It really makes me smile for you!!! Yay!!!!
I see you,
JJ